Itulah tuh...

Hai, hai, hai… kesian Cik Siti Nurhaliza kita tuh… Bermacam-macam spekulasi dihebohkan di media, di kalangan peminat dan pihak media… Tak tenteram betul dibuatnya dengan berita-berita mengenai beliau dan Datuk K dan tarikh perkahwinannya - digempur-gempurkan… Kenapalah orang ramai semua tak nak biarkan dia dengan keputusannya. Sudah dikatakan berulang-ulang kali olehnya, jika dia sudah bersedia akan beliau umumkan siapa calon suaminya, tarikh perkahwinan dan tempat persandingannya (agaknya lah tuh). Give it a rest!

Bagi saya, memang apa yang Siti lakukan itu betul dan saya sokong 100%. Ialah, semua yang kita rancang nih kan tak semestinya menjadik dan mungkin sebab itulah Siti mengambil langkah yang selamat iaitu hanya akan memberitahu pihak media dan peminat apabila semuanya sudah confirm dan seperti katanya ada 'hitam putih'. Maklumlah, kalau diberitahu awal-awal dan semuanya belum pasti lagi tup, tup tiba-tiba semua tak jadi, siapa yang malu kan? Heboh sekali lagi pulak pasal putus cinta Siti Nurhaliza dan si polan, Siti patah hati lah dan sebagainya… Jadi ada baiknya apabila semuanya sudah pasti dan sudah ditetapkan, barulah elok diberitahu.

Lagipun sebagai manusia, kita mestilah menghormati keputusan dan pendirian seseorang. Takkan hanya kerana dia seorang artis, dia harus beritahu segalanya. Biarlah Rahsia kan? Sampai waktunya, sudah tentu Siti akan beritahu, seperti yang di ulaskan berkali-kali apabila ditanya pihak media…

Sukar untuk kita mengerti apa yang dia sedang alami dan sebagai peminat dan manusia, kita haruslah bersabar…

Kenapalah harus membesarkan keadaan… Tunggu sahajalah…

Dan mengenai Datuk K tuh, janganlah kita membuat sebarang andaian yang sewenang-wenangnya. Dapatkan buktI yang kukuh sebelum membuat andaian, sebelum membuat cerita. Kalau betul Datuk K dan ‘rombongannya’ datang ke rumah Siti, biarkanlah… Apa susah-susah… Manalah tahu mereka ada urusan bizness ker atau mereka itu sedara ker… hanya Tuhan dan keluarganya jelah yang tahu maksud kunjungan itu. Janganlah kita buat andaian lagi… Just give it a rest - AGAIN!

Bukannya apa… Saya nih bukanlah peminat fanatik Siti – minat tuh minat jugak tapi setiap kali bila bukak website tak rasmi Siti, ctnurhalizaonline.com, tidak putus-putus mengenai Datuk K, hari tarikh perkahwinannya, peminat marah tak tentu pasal, spekulasi sana sini… kita pun rasa kesian kat Siti tuh…

Berilah dia peluang… Tunggulah dengan kesabaran… Hormatilah keputusannya itu. Pihak media janganlah bergossip sana sini, membuat keadaan yang tenang tukar menjadi huru-hara dengan apa yang dicatatkan. Sudah dikatakan oleh Siti berulang kalinya, akan diberitahu apabila semuanya sudah hitam putih, apabila semua sudah confirm…. Susah sangat ker untuk difahami?

PS: Jangan marah yer, ini Cuma luahan hati saya sahaja sebagai peminat yang bersimpati dengan apa yang dilalui… Try and be in her shoes for once... Boleh datangkan high blood pressure dan stress nanti! Sabar Siti, sabarjelah! Ini semua hanya satu dugaan dan cabaran... Onak duri yang harus dilalui... Kalau dah ready tuh, apa lagi, shout it out babe!!!! Hee heee!

Thinking...

When I come to think about it, as little as 7mm (size of the baby) the baby’s heart beat is as clear as daylight. It’s living and its breathing and its heart is beating to stay alive.

Then I thought - for those women who decided to have an abortion or as it’s normally used in Malay terms as washing/flushing it away - for the baby to be at such tender age of 6 weeks or less- it’s vindictive. Though its only small, that doesn’t mean that it doesn’t have feelings or there’s nothingness in it. It’s created for you and there’s always a purpose why it’s created for you no matter if it’s an accidental pregnancy. It’s yours to keep and yours to cherish and take care of no matter the circumstances. Good always comes in a package that you might think is unkind (if that make sense). Maybe circumstances tells you it's not the right time to have it, next time then... maybe you might say that the world is too cruel for it to be living in...

Well, whatever the reason is, it's still ending the life of an innocent child and that's still a merciless thing to do...

Whether if the baby is 2 weeks old or 8 months old, it’s alive and it knows… It’s breathing, it has a heart beat that beats and beats and beats - it’s in you, it’s part of you as one…

Some may regret some might not...

That’s just my thought for today whether anyone like it or not...

Sakit sini sana...

These past few weeks had been good to me - No nausea no backache no cravings except for the bit of crankiness but that’s just it and other than that, it all seems to be going smoothly, oh and also despite the odd tiredness, just being pure lazy, all seems okay, Alhamdulillah. Well, as they say, this is still the early stage. But there is one thing that I crave for and that’s Nutella. We bought a bottle of it just for me last week but the thing is, when I was reading up the book that the mid-wife gave me, it says that I’m not to have nuts so as to prevent the baby from being allergic to nuts… Now, this might sound silly, but does Nutella comes in the same category? I know they have Hazelnut in it but how much of it, I’m not sure… So, any clue?

For the past three weeks, James has been in Leicester leaving me all alone to fend for myself. It seems that he have to be away for another 2 weeks from the way he told me yesterday. It’s been lonely I tell you and so to occupy myself I read, watch the telly/football, snoring away and just resting…(To the girls, I’m so sorry that I haven’t pick up the phone to ring you girls. I’ve been feeling extremely tired these past few days but still, no excuse! Will make the effort.)

Went to the hospital yesterday with my MIL (as James is still in Leicester) for my US Pelvis Scan as I was suspected to have PCOS before but after telling her that I’m pregnant, she says there’s nothing much that they can see now from the ovaries as it’s all different, so what she’ll do is just scan the womb, the baby, and just see if my ovaries were okay. And so as I looked at the monitor, there it was… our tiny, tiny - the size of a bean – baby, only 7mm and yet you can still see the heart beat beating so fast. MasyaAllah! It was such a joy and it was amazing! It’s so TINY!!!! Yes, yes, I need to calm down, still too early, still too soon, but the feeling was amazing to see such tiny thing in you and seeing the heart beating! What an amazing feeling! You can’t help but feel excited and thrilled especially if this is your first time. It’s a shame that James weren’t there to share the joy with me, but not to worry, InsyaAllah, there will be other times.

I’m 6 weeks and 5 days pregnant and my EDD will be on the 9th Feb. Such accuracy eh?

I am still here!

For so long I haven't written anything here in the blog and I do apologise to my friends who's been wondering where I've been... Well, especially to SassyLady, I am truly sorry for all this delay! With so many things going on around me that to sit down and update my blog is just impossible. BUT now... well.... I have NEWS! Great News! Wonderful NEws! NEWS that we've been waiting for... Well, News that I've been waiting for and not sure about him but now it's sinking in to him so, we'll be alright...

Anyway... the news is... WE are PREGNANT! We are EXPECTING! We are having a BABY!!! All thanks to the trip to Singapore! Hee hee! Well, not really... Still, we are absolutely ecstatic with the news!!! Funny thing is I took the Home pregnancy test 3 times just to make sure and today, ta the doctor, she confirm it!!! And YEA!!!! Alhamdulillah!!! We are just thrilled! Scared and excited at the same time... Woo Hoo!!!! WE told family, friends and last but not least blogger friends about this good news!!!! OOoohh! We just can't stop smiling for sure! Well, I CAN'T stop smiling and grinning! It's all going great!!!